This is how I viewed each and every baby I've carried in my womb. Why then is it so hard to view myself in that same way? Why is it easier to give to others, instead of taking care of my needs? Why do I try to get others to take care of their physical ailments in a natural way, while I go on ignoring my own medical needs? This is not a matter of "mama is tending to her families needs" but something much deeper....more ominous.
REJECTION
I have learned to reject myself. I don't fully know why, when or how it crept in. I know that I am the 3rd generation of women rejected in some way by their earthly fathers, and in my case it was perceived rejection, not even true rejection!!!
I have known about this curse in my life for over 4 yrs now. It's time to stop passing the curse on to my children and start confronting it and doing major battle against it. Time to "reject" the curse of rejection!!! Here's my plan of action:
This winter, I am focusing on who I am as a child of Yahweh. I will be posting verses on facebook that tell me AND others who I am....and I am going to start believing my Creator! I am also going to start speaking these verses over my children...out loud, so they can hear it too! Blessing them morning, noon and night. I have to stop this curse somehow, and I think it starts with choosing to believe the Truth and then acting on it!!!
If you want to talk about this, I just went through deliverance and cast out those spirits of rejection, abandonment, fear and others. My life has completely changed for the better. I still struggle a tiny bit but I know how to go back and start again. Nancy
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